Monday, October 15, 2012

Day 15: Halfway through, but now I'm on a roll

Today marks the halfway point of NaBloWriMo, and I have to say that it's been easier than I thought to post something every day.

I've even been thinking of continuing to post daily after the month is over.

I mean, how hard can it be, right?

I find it really odd that I can communicate so well with people in person, but then when I am online, whether it be here, Facebook, Twitter, or any other social medium, I clam up and say almost nothing at all.

I mean really folks, you should see me. I almost always talk too much in person, just ask my friends, who are too kind to tell me to shut my pie hole lol. But yet here, online, I am usually very reserved, and quiet. Why is that?

I think a lot of it for me is that there is no feedback. No one says anything back, in real time, well, not often anyway. And even if they do, it's not the same. Maybe I am just a really "audible" person, maybe I have some mental block that prevents me from talking unless I can hear something in return. Because let's face it, it isn't the same when you talk to yourself.

In person, I always have a lot to say. Well, not ALWAYS, but often. So why can't I do it HERE?

It's just going to take time, for me to find out what the problem is, and fix it. I want to be more forthcoming online, I want to be more like I am in "real" life.

Any suggestions or comments on this that any of you have would be greatly appreciated.

1 comment:

  1. :) Very self-reflective, and that's a wonderful quality. Since you're asking for suggestion, I could pitch in two thoughts on the matter, I hope they might help or spark some inspiration: 1) You're never not talking to yourself, because everyone really is an extension of yourself. So in essence, everything is a monologue; just a mystical step beyond the veil of seeming individuation :) 2) The Throat Chakra, if you're a practitioner of yoga at all, or have some interest, is the energy-center for unobstructed eloquence and articulation. So if you feel a block, if could be a block in that Chakra. If you have a flu, or breathe things that are toxic, or are around a lot of pollutants, etc., it could directly affect that center. Anyway, your thoughts are always much appreciated, keep 'em coming!!