Since I posted the other day, I've made contact with some new friends, interacted with some others, and generally I've just been more social, online, more like I am in the "real" world. I've got to tell you, it's been awesome!
To find that there are people who care, and want to be a part of my life has been amazing. I'm not having the same difficulties as before, I'm going about these relationships in a completely different manner. And I'm finding that having lots of friends who I can talk to is a whole lot better than the incessant search for the "One", which I realize now was what I was all about doing. Every new contact I make teaches me more and more that I don't need to put all my eggs in one basket, so to speak, having lots of friends is turning out to be the better alternative. I've shied away from that my whole life up till now, trying to find just one person to share my feelings and day to day life with. I don't have the words for how this has changed my life.
In other news, this weekend I should again get the chance to do some stock work, and I'm excited about that. Hopefully someday soon I will be doing it full time, enough with the 15 miles of walking a night and cleaning the floor!!
Have a great day folks, talk to you soon....